CAN THIS BE—FOR SUCH A VILE WRETCH LIKE ME?
By Ken Silva pastor-teacher on Aug 14, 2011 in Current Issues, Devotions, Features
By the grace of God I am what I am!
(1 Corinthians 15:10)Lord, You have said, “I will cast all your sins into the depths of the sea!” They shall be carried into a land of everlasting forgetfulness.
And to confirm all, You have added, “I will never leave you nor forsake you!” Is this, can this be–for such a vile wretch like me?
O wondrous mercy! O boundless sovereign, everlasting, unchangeable, love! Yes, it suits me, because it is all of grace, free grace, from first to last–without works, and without boasting.
O how shall I sufficiently admire, bless, praise, and adore the grace “that buries all my sins” and rejoice in that glorious righteousness in which I stand perfect before a holy God!
I feel ready to cry out, “I will greatly rejoice in the Lord, for He has clothed vile, polluted, Hell-deserving me–with the garments of salvation! He has covered me with the robe of righteousness!”
Why is this? O Lord, why is this–that I am made to hear your pardoning voice–while thousands are left to perish in their sins, who are much better than I am? It is even so, Father–for so it seems good in Your sight.
O wondrous depth of sovereign grace, without either a shore or a bottom! Lord, lead me into it, and there let me bathe to all eternity! May I know the wondrous love of Christ, which surpasses knowledge!
I now feel as if I was lost in an endless subject–the astonishing love of Christ–the sovereign, boundless, bottomless, free, and eternal love of Christ! O how wonderful that such a poor, vile, wretched, nothing creature, as I am–should be interested in it!
Surely none but Jesus could, and none but Jesus would–so love one so vile as me; but He has done it! What shall I render unto the Lord, my covenant God–for His boundless mercy to such a guilty, Hell-deserving, sinner as I am?
O Lord, may I gaze, admire, and adore!
James Smith
HT: Surph’s Side
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